Doing the impossible with God 

The person who lives completely yielded to Christ will often find themselves taking on tasks that feel utterly beyond them. Or perhaps, to put it another way, we can’t live Spirit-empowered in our comfort zones. God continually calls us to step outside of those nice, safe walls we’ve positioned around ourselves and into the area of insufficiency and need. Where we know that without a miracle, we’ll fail. Lives will go untouched, hearts unhealed, tummies unfed."

Where we feel under-qualified or inexperienced, we can often find ourselves in that place. Holding conversations with those much more experienced and spiritually mature than oneself. Accepting eternally important assignments that we know we are ill-equipped for. When those opportunities come, while we do take time to evaluate our skills and schedules, we never want our calendars to drive our yeses and nos.

That might sound counter-intuitive, even irresponsible. But it comes down to this: we want to be Spirit-led, not logic-led. we long to imitate the apostle Paul, who, during his missionary journeys, listened for God’s guidance and responded immediately, even if that meant abruptly changing directions.

We might have moments of complete, faith-filled surrender and others where we remain stuck in fear-based indecision for far too long. In these, we are focused more on details or on all the things we do not have rather than on our abundant, limitless God, as if the results of our obedience were up to us.

They’re not, nor does God want us to live this Christian life according to our capabilities and strength. That won’t bring Him glory, nor will it strengthen our faith. But when we respond to His promptings with faith, despite my inner wrestling and doubts, our lives are changed. That’s when we encounter the God of the impossible, and having experienced His miracle-working power firsthand, our faith will never be the same. We will never un-see or un-hear, and no twist of logic could ever negate all my God has done.

Perhaps that’s the biggest miracle of all—the work He does in us as He uses seemingly impossible situations to illuminate and annihilate our doubt. Those situations that simply seem far too difficult for even God to address.

Like feeding 5,000 hungry men from five barley loaves and two fish. Scripture tells us Jesus, noticing His disciples themselves had empty tummies (Mark 6:31), led them to a deserted place on the far side of the Sea of Galilee (John 6:1). Soon, a vast crowd followed, and He began healing their sick and teaching them about the kingdom of God. By late afternoon, the disciples encouraged Jesus to send the people away so that they could find food and lodging in the nearby villages (Luke 9:12).

“Turning to Philip, [Jesus] asked, ‘Where can we buy bread to feed all these people?’”

Philip’s jaw must’ve gone slack. Buy food for 5,000 men and all their women and children? Impossible! He replied, “Even if we worked for months, we wouldn’t have enough money to feed them!” (John 6:7, NLT).

But notice what Scripture says in the verse prior. “[Jesus] was testing Philip, for He already knew what He was going to do” (John 6:6, NLT). He didn’t ask because He was baffled or concerned. He knew the solution and the outcome before He made the disciples aware of the problem. He was simply using the situation to “test” Philip—to reveal areas of doubt so that Jesus could move him to deeper faith.

And so, after organizing everyone into groups of 50-100, Jesus thanked God for their meagre supplies and distributed the food to the people until everyone had eaten their fill. In discussing this passage, David Guzik reminds us,  the little boy also forfeited his lunch. “The boy himself ended up with more than he started with,” Guzik wrote. “It certainly was an adequate lunch for himself, but he gave it to Jesus, and He turned it into an all-you-can-eat buffet for the boy as well.”

We can be certain the boys faith grew that day, as he watched the disciples continue to person after person in group after group, passing out the bread. As he ate all his belly could hold. And especially as he watched, probably wide-eyed, while the disciples gathered the leftovers—12 baskets full!

God left no room for doubt. He was the God of abundance who can, and often does, multiply our meagre offerings into supernatural displays of His power and love. But as encouraging as that might be:

While we don’t envision the disciples telling Jesus no—even if they’d wanted to, the young boy certainly could have. Consider, what if he hadn’t offered up his meal? What if, staring about at all these grown men, insecurity and shyness had held him back. Wouldn’t they think him a fanciful child? He only had five loaves and two fish, after all. What if he spoke up and the people mocked or chastised him? Or, what if they ate his food and he ended up hungry?

He could’ve kept his lunch to himself.

Then, I’m certain God would have provided for the crowd some other way, but the boy would’ve missed out.

Would we not rather risk looking like a selfish fool than to miss out on the amazing things of God. Hopefully, remember this the next time we sense God nudging us into an unknown, uncomfortable, and seemingly impossible situation.

Let’s talk about this! In what area of your life is God calling you to respond with big faith, even in the midst of your discomfort?

What truths from this story can help us find the courage to do so? And perhaps the most important question: Will we?