Dealing with resistance 

Resistance is a term that is often used in descriptions of spiritual movements. In its simplest terms, it is used to describe when we resist God’s action, but what exactly does that look like?

We can resist many things to which God might be calling us. For example:

We can resist change, even though change is a necessary part of life.
We can resist God’s asking to try new roles that are uncomfortable or not “in our wheelhouse.”
We can resist letting go.
We can resist a change in the way we are being invited to pray.
We can procrastinate.
We can even resist love.

I can think of many instances of resistance in my own life. For example, I only trained to be a Church Leader after resisting God’s call.  After reflecting on God’s many generous gifts at youth camp, I offered to God, “Thank you. I will do absolutely anything for you!” I felt God say, “OK, be ready to lead a church.” My immediate response was, “Who me, you must be thinking of someone else!”

In retrospect, this seems amusing. So much for “I will do anything!” But I had real misgivings: How would I fit this into my already busy career? Also, What if I were not good at it? What if I messed up?

God patiently listened to my worries but then suggested, “Just ,” get ready, and worry about details later. I dragged my feet for a number of months, talked over with my wife if this really could be a call, and then talked it through with our then leadership, with trepidation signed up to the training. 

Resistance might seem like a negative, but as one of the teachers at the AoG Leadership training said, “Whenever there is resistance, there also is God.” In other words, we don’t resist unless there is something to resist; God’s action is always there inside the resistance. So when we are helping others and observe resistance, it is helpful to be patient and to trust that God is still at work. If a person seems ready to hear it, we might help a person to notice resistance, but if things are still brewing, we also don’t have to rush another’s process—or our own. God is there, persisting.

Recently, I have started to wonder whether we might notice resistance not only in individual persons but also in relational dynamics. For example, consider a married couple who persists in arguing during a time of change. Arguing can be a way of staying connected—even though the connections can feel negative to both people. Or think about adolescents and young adults who want increased independence and autonomy but sometimes also want “just to be a kid.” This constant shifting between independence and connection can be trying. Parent and adult child alike may resist God’s call to relate to each other in a new way.

When we notice our own resistance, it can be helpful to (1) name it, (2) be kind and patient with ourselves, and (3) “act against” it, as Ignatius recommends. For example, I can think of a time when I was in a conflict with someone, and God nudged me to go and hug him. I really did not want to do it at all, but I acted against my own resistance and listened to God. Once I actually hugged them, all my resistance melted away, and warmth for my church family replaced it. God won, despite my resistance.

Where have you experienced resistance, and how did God help you to move past it?